WotF at the buzzer…wait, I already used a title like that…

The deadline for the Writers of the Future 1st Quarter of 2012 was last Saturday. I did get my story in on time, only a few hours before midnight.

The tragic thing is that I finished that story in mid November. Then I sent it to my readers with no real deadline to respond. Then I got busy with the Holidays. Then I realized that it was due at the end of the weak and I quickly gathered what responses I could from my readers just in time to edit, polish, tear apart, and rebuild my story in time to turn it in.

So far my goal to turn in a story every three months is intact.

Encouraging…sort of…

As an artist, I have an anxiety that I think developed somewhere in the seventh grade. I entered a national poetry contest and placed well enough to be published in the book. I didn’t win the grand prize and I was fine with that.

What spiraled me into a jealous rage, however, was the poem that took First Place. It was some ridiculous concoction about how a personified Creativity walked into a cafe wearing fishnets and demanding black coffee. It didn’t even rhyme.

I sputtered in righteous indignation that my brilliant poem had been surpassed by something that was obviously written with the intent of pandering to has-been judges that had never been able to make a living with their art. I developed a deep fear that throughout my life I would not be beaten by those who were better, but by those who were worse and somehow luckier.

It probably goes without saying that my taste in other peoples’ art was not highly developed by the seventh grade. In defense of the winner (and the judges) the poem was probably pretty good. I’ve since learned to appreciate not only other peoples’ art, but other peoples’ opinion of art, even when it differs radically from my own.

This doesn’t mean that I’m not still prone to those fears, however unreasonable. I’ve started to submit my writing for publication and contests, including Writers of the Future. With some of these unresolved issues in tow, I recently picked up a copy of WotF XXIII, fully prepared to scoff at the lucky wretches who had somehow pulled a fast one on the judges.

The first story I read was pretty good. Actually, it was brilliant and well written.

The next story I read was genius.

I’ve since stayed up well past midnight on a couple of occasions, poring over the stories in the anthology with rapt attention and pleasure. I’ve been blown away by the quality of these stories, most of them better than a lot of professional anthology stories I’ve read.

While the contest seems more daunting than ever, I’m also encouraged. I’ve seen good work rewarded. If I’m going to be counted among writers of this caliber, published in WotF or elsewhere, then I’m going to have to stretch myself and I’m going to have to start stretching now.

WotF 4th Quarter at the buzzer

Alright, alright, three and a half hours early isn’t exactly at the buzzer, but I’ve been working hard on that story all week and it very much feels like the last second.

So far, my resolution to submit to every quarter of Writers of the Future remains intact.